The procrastinator that I am...

This time, for real, I am making myself this promise..The promise to maintain my blog, to vent out my frustrations, to feel sorry for myself, a channel to release all my sorrows and worries, my frustrations and fears, my regrets and feeling of remorse, and to share my happiness, the feeling of being content with life and how I see and perceive my surroundings and people around me.

I sure am the kind of person that gets things done at the very last minute. I fondly (more like painly) remember the times when I would pull all-nighters trying to complete my university assignments. I guess I never learned my lesson and constantly did it through my entire university life. And now, I still continue with this bad habbit of mine.

Before I left for the States approximately a year and a half ago, I promised my family and friends that I would update them about my life and my whereabouts via blogspot. I promised to upload pictures and post entries often enough for them to somewhat know what I have been up to. hahahha...Fast forward, a year and a half later, they are still awaiting my blog that I promised them before I left. Believe me, I did try a couple of times to actually start blogging. I even managed to create an account and published one entry. And that was that and that was months ago. I don't even remember the name of the account I created.

I am the kind of person that has all this brilliant ideas of what I would like to do and never come around to actually do it. So I have been wanting to blog for the longest time and have all these things that I actually want to write down. Sadly, I only do it in my head. This causes me lots of stress (I hate this quality of mine, procrastinator with a big P). Urrgggghhh...Even typing in my first entry right now makes me feel a sense of worth. Pushing myself to do something which most people can do with ease. I feel a slight burden being lifted off my shoulders. Please self, don't let me down, let's make this work..I need this, I need this bad..